Title: 21 Years

Sometimes the future scares me so bad
I want to try to hide.
But the hands of the clock keep ticking on,
it's never on your side.
Run all you want, but build all you can
because your mind is falling out
21 years and you're already there,
 but you haven't figured anything out.

There's so much I want to do
I spend my time inside
Perfecting things all by myself
like the burning in my eyes.

They say your head ain't like it was when you were only 16.
The drop-outs say they know the way living out idiot dreams
The back of the car seem so very far when no one giving a ride.
The girl said she cared but she was never there my body hurt so bad inside.

Those are things that I have learned to hide behind my eyes.
Indifference of a good defense it comes as a good surprise.