Title: I'm so tired

The grass blows in a cool breeze on a hot summer's day.
And I'm so tired.
Tired of doing nothing.

I'm afraid I'll loose it all, 
if I stop just for a moment.
So I won't.

I don't, know what I want to do with myself,
and that's ok.
At least for the moment.
What's all for?
When I already know.
Stuck in a hole.
And I'm paying for it all.